bbook:

I’m not gonna leave. I love you so much.

heytinafey:

if you like swans, make them a dress.

if you like screaming, make it music.

if you like clouds, make them your friends. 

caramelpussy:

Alexander McQueen

Dress

Sarabande, spring/summer 2007

Nude silk organza, embroidered with silk flowers and fresh flowers

Photographed by Sølve Sundsbø

Day 202: I had to work at 10:30 today which means an 8:30 wake up call. It was hell. I was exhausted even though I got plenty of sleep. I went to work and it was sooooo loooong and boring and all around meh. I was done at 4 so I changed and stuff and Daniel ordered us food. We ate at the ~bees~ cause we get a discount and we spend too much money. After food, we went to Sawgrass to find our Free Runs. We literally just walked one lap of the mall and went into every store that sells Nikes and then left. It was already 7 and the stores at Pembroke Gardens were closing so we couldn’t go to Finish Line and get the shoes we wanted in the right colors and sizes :( That’s what we get for being cheap and going to the outlet mall first. Anyway, Daniel took me home and, within 10 minutes, Fatima picked me up and we went BACK to Pembroke Gardens. We met up with Jen, Julie, and Alessandra and planned to go to Cheesecake Factory but the wait was 5ev so we went to Brio instead. It was pretty good but not the best ever. Like, I mean that the company was the best but the food was meh. Anyway yeah, we then talked for a while and had a lil photoshoot in the parking lot before we all went home. Now Im talkin to Andrew and Im gonna go to sleep, hooookay.

Day 201: I woke up at 8:30, a liiiittle hungover but still doin okay. I took my sweet time getting ready and went to work at noon. Saturday mornings are so nice because they can cut down to two servers pretty early and we can both keep steady tables without going crazy. Plus, Daniel and I agreed to add our tips together and split them down the middle (which we did, I made $79 and he made $74 so it worked out perfect). All that money is going toward our matching pairs of Free Runs so its important we both have the money for the shoes at the SAME TIME (lil sassy emoji). I don’t know what I’m even saying, Im tired as I write this. Anyway, we both got done with work at 4. I tackled Mary when she came in for her shift because I hadn’t seen her in like 7 months…or 6…I dunno. I love her the mostest though. After we clocked out and I changed, Daniel and I went and sat in the Friday’s parking lot for a while a talked about ~stuff~ before we decided we didn’t even want to eat Fridays so we went to Bokampers. I don’t really like Bokampers mainly because I’ve gotten sick there one too many times and also because the food is meh but we went anyway. I found out Daniel hates all the things I love (sushi, pineapple on pizza) but he redeemed himself by also hating things I hate (Michael Kors, the brand not the person). After dinner, Daniel took me home. After he left, I went to Publix with my mom. We ran into Fatima there!! she came over after she was done buyin her stuff. We talked about stuff but I don’t really remember what, my head was somewhere else. After she left, I watched tv with my parents until they both fell asleep. I don’t know what time it was but I was exhausted and knew I had work early the next day so I went to sleep.

Day 200: Excuse my face, I forgot to take a picture besides this one that I sent to Jen as a reaction to her text. Anyway, I woke up feeling not so great but it was okay because I took a shower and went to the mall with Fatima. I actually bought clothes for myself which is weird because I usually just spend all my money on makeup and crap. I watched Fatima get her hair cut then we went to Panera for lunch. She brought me home, I got ready for work, then I went to work. Work was actually pretty fun, most of us spent the night dancing and gossiping a lil and just being cute. I also talked to Andrew and it made me a little sad but also a little relieved because Im really starting to realize why I shouldn’t be sad over him, why I just care too much while he cares too little, why that just doesn’t work and why I expect too much from him. He was really sweet though and tried to be understanding. No matter what he’ll always be my favorite, though (lil fist emoji). After work, Fatima came and we talked with Natalie and Andrew for a little bit before we dipped and went to Fridays. We saw Alessandra there and freaked out and it was so cute and I just love her so much. Probably shouldn’t have drank again but my girl Kelly makes a mean amaretto sour so I had to do it. I also ate some fried green beans which was immediately a bad idea because they made me feel like poo. Fatima took me home afterward and I pretty much went straight to sleep.

Day 199: I woke up at 10 and played Animal Crossing for a little while then got ready. Daniel picked me up a little before 12 and we went to the movies to see The Great Gatsby! At first I kind of hated it but it was so much fun and pretty and stuff (this is an actual kind-of-review from an actual individual who is actually studying film at college). After the movie, we went to Pembroke Gardens and got lunch and looked at expensive shoes and practiced Daniel’s potential job interview. I will be so sad if he quits Applebee’s but he’ll be a lot better off at this new place so fingers crossed for him. I went to Sephora while he went to go to his “interview” but that only lasted for a few minutes before the manager wasn’t there to interview him. Awks. He was sad so we went back to my house. He left at like, 5? 6? I don’t know but anyway I went to Target with my mom and bought a million tubes of mascara because Target had them on sale for $2! whaaat. Fatima came over a little after 8 and we didn’t even get out of my bed til like 10 when I decided to make sangrias. We were being silly and made a million videos and I was laughing at her because we found out how old this bartender who asked for her number really is…he’s too old for even me. Anyway she left at like 1 or 2 and I don’t even remember what I did but I know I fell asleep pretty quickly…I think? I need to start taking notes of my day.

raveneuse:

Luis Buñuel & Salvador Dalí

Un Chien Andalou (1929)